Relief exists, I find it when I am cut...
Cut
I'm not a stranger
No I am yours
With crippled anger
And tears that still drip sore
A fragile frame aged
With misery
And when our eyes meet
I know you see
I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut
I may seem crazy
Or painfully shy
And these scars wouldn't be so hidden
If you would just look me in the eye
I feel alone here and cold here
Though I don't want to die
But the only anesthetic that makes me feel anything kills inside
I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut
Pain
I am not alone
I am not alone
...
Another ditch in the road, you keep moving...
And she takes another step, slowly she opens the door
Check that he is sleeping
Pick up all the broken glass and furniture on the floor
Been up half the night screaming
Now it’s time to get away, pack up the kids in the car
Another bruise to try and hide, another alibi to write
Another ditch in the road, you keep moving
Another stop sign, you keep moving on
And the years go by so fast
Wonder how I ever made it through
And there are children to think of, baby’s asleep in the back seat
Wonder how they’ll ever make it through this living nightmare
But the mind is an amazing thing full of candy dreams and new toys
And another cheap hotel, two beds and a coffee machine
But there are groceries to buy and she knows she’ll have to go home
Another ditch in the road, you keep moving
Another stop sign, you keep moving on
And the years go by so fast
Wonder how I ever made it through
Another bruise to try and hide, another alibi to write
Another lonely highway in the black of night
There’s hope in the darkness
I know you’re gonna make it
Another ditch in the road, keep moving
Another stop sign, you keep moving on
And the years go by so fast
Silent fortress built to last
Wonder how I ever made it
Every move I make feels lost in no direction
I can almost see it, that dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying, "You'll never reach it"
Every step I'm taking, every move I make feels
Lost with no direction, my faith is shaking
But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb
The struggles I'm facing, the chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down, but no, I'm not breaking
I may not know it but these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah, just gotta keep going
And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on
Om jag...
Om jag...
Om jag ramlar ska du inte resa mig upp,
jag måste lära mig att klara mig själv.
Om jag halkar ner i vattnet ska du inte räcka mig din hand,
för hur ska jag kunna korsa havet om jag är rädd för en älv?
Om jag är ledsen och sårad ska du inte tvinga mig att titta bort
för om jag inte får känna på något ont så vet jag heller inte vad som är gott.
Om du ska lära mig något, lär mig att aldrig ge upp,
och att se min rädsla i ögonen.
För om jag lär mig att klara mig själv
då vågar jag ställa mig mot hela världen!
/AnCi
Om jag ramlar ska du inte resa mig upp,
jag måste lära mig att klara mig själv.
Om jag halkar ner i vattnet ska du inte räcka mig din hand,
för hur ska jag kunna korsa havet om jag är rädd för en älv?
Om jag är ledsen och sårad ska du inte tvinga mig att titta bort
för om jag inte får känna på något ont så vet jag heller inte vad som är gott.
Om du ska lära mig något, lär mig att aldrig ge upp,
och att se min rädsla i ögonen.
För om jag lär mig att klara mig själv
då vågar jag ställa mig mot hela världen!
/AnCi
I think there is a chance, one slow dance might ease the pain
Can I have this dance my you're looking pretty
Is there something wrong did he leave you hurting
I don't mean to pry but that tear in your eye gave you away
If you don't want to talk we'll keep it quiet
But sometimes a heartache hurts worse if you hide it
I think there's a chance one slow dance might ease the pain
You have the right to remain silent
Anything that you say as I hold you against me
Will forever be a secret between us two
I've been wanting you but you didn't know it
And now that he's gone at last I can show it
If your heart is tired for the rest of your life
Lay your love on me
So many times my eyes have held you
Tonight please give my arms that chance
If you don't feel the need for conversation
We'll just let our hearts talk while we dance
...
"Happy"
I understand why you're looking for tears in my eyes
Trust me they were there but now the well has run dry
I was in so deep but could't get out
I sat on feelings I buried deep down
I knew there'd come a day when our paths would cross
And glad its today cause now I am strong
I'm happy and I can thank myself
If it were up to you I'd be in my bed crying
But I'm happy and I know that makes you sad
After all the things you put me through
I'm finally getting over you
Vad gör du?
Vad gör du?
När så många saker har hänt
både i det förflutna och nuet.
När du tittar tillbaka ser du smärta,
när du blickar framåt ser du slutet.
Vad gör du?
När du inte tycker om personen som du har blivit
och avskyr den som du en gång var.
När alla så kallade vänner har svikit
och du inser att du står ensam kvar.
Vad gör du?
Sätter du dig ner och börjar gråta?
Ger du upp och struntar i allt glans?
Eller tänder du ett ljus i det oändliga mörkret,
och ger livet ännu en (sista) chans?
/AnCi
När så många saker har hänt
både i det förflutna och nuet.
När du tittar tillbaka ser du smärta,
när du blickar framåt ser du slutet.
Vad gör du?
När du inte tycker om personen som du har blivit
och avskyr den som du en gång var.
När alla så kallade vänner har svikit
och du inser att du står ensam kvar.
Vad gör du?
Sätter du dig ner och börjar gråta?
Ger du upp och struntar i allt glans?
Eller tänder du ett ljus i det oändliga mörkret,
och ger livet ännu en (sista) chans?
/AnCi
Look into...
Look into my heart and tell me what you see...Do you see a spoilt girl who has everything within her reach?
Because that's what I've been told.
Look into my soul and tell me what you see...
Do you see a wild spirit running free?
Because that's what I've been told.
Look into my eyes and tell me what you see...
Do you se a shy girl with daddy's protictive arms around her?
Because that's what I've been told.
Look into my mind and tell me what you see...
Do you see a smart girl with a bright future?
Because that's what I've been told!
You can look at me at four different times
and see four different sides of me.
So don't judge, before you get to know the whole me!
/AnCi
And I've lost who I am, and I can't understand...
And I've lost who I am, and I can't understand.
Why my heart is so broken, rejecting your love
Without love gone wrong, lifeless words carry on.
But I know, all I know, is that the end's beginning.
Who I am from the start, take me home to my heart.
Let me go and I will run, I will not be silent.
All this time spent in vain, wasted years, wasted gain.
All is lost, hope remains, and this war's not over.
There's a light, there's the sun, taking all shattered ones.
To the place we belong, and his love will conquer all.
